I blame the wind. It is blowing a friggin’ gale out there. And this means that I’m awake.
And when I’m awake I get up; I have to, I’d never forgive myself if I disturbed Soph and anyway, if I get up at least I can do something.
I’ve been up for an hour, but my alarm will go off in an hour and a half.
Is going back to bed worth it? When there’s no guarantee that my head will let me go back to sleep?