{"id":10475,"date":"2015-02-05T20:33:03","date_gmt":"2015-02-05T20:33:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/?p=10475"},"modified":"2015-02-05T20:41:49","modified_gmt":"2015-02-05T20:41:49","slug":"blogathon-515-beyond-tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/?p=10475","title":{"rendered":"Blogathon 5\/15 \u2013 beyond tired"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By and large &#8211; and a lot like many people &#8211; I absolutely love my life.<\/p>\n<p>I wake up every morning (which I reckon is a pretty good start to the day) and I just feel really good.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, I&#8217;m a morning person.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, my physical and metal energies are much more focussed on the early AM than the late PM.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, I&#8217;m quite capable of being in an *absurdly* good mood from the minute I&#8217;ve finished with the showering, shaving, teething.<\/p>\n<p>And by and large that&#8217;s pretty normal behaviour.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve never been one of those &#8216;head down, trudging through life&#8217; types.<\/p>\n<p>I love life.<\/p>\n<p>I love my life.<\/p>\n<p>I revel in every single day.<\/p>\n<p>The opportunities.<\/p>\n<p>The challenges.<\/p>\n<p>The getting things done.<\/p>\n<p>I love that bit most of all.<\/p>\n<p>Getting things done.<\/p>\n<p>But.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been one of those <del>days<\/del> <del>weeks<\/del> <del>months<\/del> years, so far.<\/p>\n<p>Since Christmas I have put in so many hours at work.<\/p>\n<p>Stupid hours.<\/p>\n<p>Not just &#8216;time at the desk&#8217; hours.<\/p>\n<p>Working on work things in my own time.<\/p>\n<p>And then there are the things of my own that I have also been doing, in my own time.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m on a real roll.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t slow down.<\/p>\n<p>But it&#8217;s catching up on me.<\/p>\n<p>I finished reading the Linux Bible last night.<\/p>\n<p>I consider this to be the best industry-text I&#8217;ve ever read; it&#8217;s written in such a fluid, joined-up style.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway.<\/p>\n<p>I was so excited by what I&#8217;d read, and what I&#8217;m going to use that knowledge for, that I flipped straight over to YouTube to watch people doing what I&#8217;ve just finished reading about.<\/p>\n<p>It was almost 1am when I eventually slipped the light off.<\/p>\n<p>I slept like a log, and woke up without any shift from normal.<\/p>\n<p>I had an early morning meeting at work, then went in to my office just after 8am and logged on.<\/p>\n<p>Worked until 5.30pm.<\/p>\n<p>Came back to the flat; cooked, washed up, watched an hour-long documentary on iPlayer.<\/p>\n<p>Geeked a bit with video stuff, for a while.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s fast approaching 8.30pm and I&#8217;m absolutely wasted.<\/p>\n<p>Friday tomorrow; another early meeting, another 8.15 log-on afterwards.<\/p>\n<p>Another day.<\/p>\n<p>Then drive to Rugby.<\/p>\n<p>Unwind. Relax. Sleep.<\/p>\n<p>Saturday I&#8217;d like to take the bikes out for a run around the town.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d like to.<\/p>\n<p>But you know.<\/p>\n<p>Weather.<\/p>\n<p>Things.<\/p>\n<p>Sunday I&#8217;ll leave Rugby nice and early and drive back down to Bristol because yes&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m working.<\/p>\n<p>After work I&#8217;m going to drive up to Nottingham.<\/p>\n<p>I might see if I can put the things in the thing (yeah, super-cryptic, soz).<\/p>\n<p>No big deal if I can&#8217;t, though.<\/p>\n<p>Early Monday morning I&#8217;ll leave Nottingham and drive back to Bristol.<\/p>\n<p>And do another five-day week.<\/p>\n<p>And do four long evenings, back at the flat.<\/p>\n<p>Now here&#8217;s the thing.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m so not complaining about any of this.<\/p>\n<p>I *love* being this busy.<\/p>\n<p>I *love* having all these things to do.<\/p>\n<p>I *love* getting so much done &#8211; and I am, I really am.<\/p>\n<p>But every now and then I just wish I could stop.<\/p>\n<p>Pause.<\/p>\n<p>Take a break.<\/p>\n<p>Rest.<\/p>\n<p>Gather my wits.<\/p>\n<p>And then get straight back in to it again.<\/p>\n<p>Because I love it.<\/p>\n<p>But am I the only one?<\/p>\n<p>I wouldn&#8217;t describe myself as &#8216;driven&#8217;, but I like to keep busy.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t you?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By and large &#8211; and a lot like many people &#8211; I absolutely love my life. 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