{"id":743,"date":"2008-10-16T18:00:22","date_gmt":"2008-10-16T17:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/?p=743"},"modified":"2008-10-16T18:00:22","modified_gmt":"2008-10-16T17:00:22","slug":"the-art-of-guilt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/?p=743","title":{"rendered":"The Art of Guilt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am sitting in the mobile fast-food restaurant, we&#8217;re currently dodging London village taxis (you&#8217;ll understand that they aren&#8217;t bound by the normal rules of the road especially in regard to signalling?) and I&#8217;m feeling guilty.<\/p>\n<p>The smell of burgers, chips and freshly fried chicken is thick in the air. And fried grease, that too.<\/p>\n<p>Actually, I&#8217;m on the coach.<\/p>\n<p>Two lads got on, one with a McDonald&#8217;s sack which contained a burger and fries, another with a KFC sack of fried chickien pieces. And fries.<\/p>\n<p>They sat opposite me and started unloading their nosh &#8211; which began the whole air-filling-with-the-stench-of-fast-food thing, just as two other lads tried to get on.<\/p>\n<p>They too had similar sacks of food, but the driver&#8217;s nose had alerted him to the presence of fast food and, in accordance with the rules he refused to let them on.<\/p>\n<p>The two lads opposite me overheard the exchange, picked up their food and&#8230; disappeared upstairs to scoff it.<\/p>\n<p>Should I have said something to them?<\/p>\n<p>Should I have said something to the driver?<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve had a shit of a day full of the bitter, brain-stunningly, disappointments that usually go hand-in-hand with the wheels coming off two of one&#8217;s projects because of circumstances entirely beyond one&#8217;s control.<\/p>\n<p>If I&#8217;d had a word with them it would have just involved hassle, and if I&#8217;d told the driver about them it would have just put hassle on his plate. And I just couldn&#8217;t be arsed to get my paddle out and start rowing around in seven tenths of shit.<\/p>\n<p>The sun is low and my enthusiasm for any kind of interaction with my fellow carbon-based lifeforms is lower.<\/p>\n<p>So as a result of my inaction I sit here, steeped in the combined and almost equally-balanced stench of second-hand fast food and guilt. The former because of them, the latter because of me. Because I did nothing.<\/p>\n<p>Christ, sometimes I can&#8217;t win.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m wondering if my inaction puts me on a par with them in the selfish twat stakes.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>B<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am sitting in the mobile fast-food restaurant, we&#8217;re currently dodging London village taxis (you&#8217;ll understand that they aren&#8217;t bound by the normal rules of<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-743","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stuff","two-columns"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/743","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=743"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/743\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=743"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=743"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brennigjones.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=743"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}